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Suay ttm. I’m always being forced to meet big bosses. Today meet sony ericsson’s local boss, tomorrow meet the real se boss from japan. Everytime. Anyway,thinking of quiting se if pay doesn’t switch back to my original pay.

Why can’t people understand that I’m doing everyone a favor and its not an obligation ?! I don’t freaking get paid for doing that. It doesn’t benefits me at all. So don’t you freaking dare have expectations, you get me?!?!

Hi world, i’ve been sick for the past few days.
I’m like having this freaking sexy voice.
& yepz, told this to jo not long ago..
when we are in our teens, we go for looks, we go for sweet talkers. Some one who makes you feel like they love you like nobody else. When we reach twenties, it’ll be all different. You’d realised that actually the background of your half apple matters, his/her financial status would be an important factor now. You would know that all the sweet talks doesn’t mean that much, all the looks doesn’t matter that much. You’d realised that you’re looking for one whom will provide you a safe environment to live in. & i wouldn’t wanna go on further.. about how the real world changes us as we grow up.This is so real, if you don’t believe, bring it with you till you’re in your mid-twenties or late twenties. We’ll See about it.

k, i really really want my 2 weeks break now. 3 papers & i’ll be free after next wednesday.

I guess I’m slowly regarding this blog as my personal diary. Don’t care who’s reading nymore. Well, so bored recently. I wanna go sing but I’m like hving sorethroat. I wanted t go for tuition ytd but my stomach didn’t allow me t do that. Haha. Nyway, ytd I Realised feilunhai likes woodlands! Hehe. New study kaki at woodlandssss!!!!!!

Mum said that I’ve lost the drive, motivation and most imptly, I’ve lost myself. Three years ago, I wasn’t like this.

Wello, not in the blogging mood recently. I mean even though I have wordpress app in my phone. life’s normal. School,work. Fridays are often well spent drinking away. Hahaha. Anywayx, I wanna put braces mannnnn! And maybe tattoo! Hahahaha. Suyi wants it too, so I’m gna have a partner! Yay. Kk, I’m kinda broke recenty. Haven’t been earning enough. I didn’t meet my targeted savings. Damn. Harder shiyu harder!

Yesterday night was mad. Drinking with empty stomach. It kinda ended pretty ugly. Didn’t like the way I ended yesterday night. Made many upset, I know. Yep, luckily I was with those whom I’ve known for years. Drink drank drunk, for once. It was mad, it was bad. But oh well, that’s it. That’s gonna be the last night like that. I’m good to go. Buried the sorrow deeeeep inside. It won’t be showing anytime soon I guess. This time round, I picked up all shattered pieces and I’m good to move on. Yesterday night was the first and will be the last time that I’m gonna show the world the ugliest side of me. Goodnight world. (Though its 10 am now)

Bad headache.
Bad day.
Fever in the morning and bad headache. Give me a break.

Stay Strong.
When everything falls apart,
you only have yourself to pick up.
Don’t rely..
Cos’ at the end of this road it’s just gna be you alone.
Learn to love with no regrets,
Live to embrace happiness.
Tell yourself, everything is gonna be alright.
Fight that emo monster in you!
i made a pact years then,
but now, i’m coming to realise that those are just empty talks